I have been in school for 15 weeks now for Pharmacy Technician. I started my internship last Wednesday at our local Meijer store which went very well. The pharmacist there, April, asked if I would like to work for Meijer. She said they were hiring for the Grand Rapids area and suggested that I apply online.
I started to apply that night online but I did not complete the application. I was going to finish it the next day. I did not even think it saved the application that I had started. Thursday morning I went to a doctor's appointment and then to a meeting. When I got home I got a phone call from a pharmacist from Meijer saying she got my application and would I like to come in for an interview?
I've started to question this nugget of fortune that has come my way but I believe I'm just going to run with it.God works in mysterious ways and we are not to question why.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Letting Go of the Outcome
That is a hard one. I ran into a brick wall on that one yesterday. I am putting in the foot work on my internship for school and I am not getting any response. My frustration level is through the roof and my panic mode is now set at destructible. I wanted to drink yesterday. I knew I wouldn't but that feeling of want was frightening. I can tell you that I did a feelings check and I felt rejected and like a loser and it reverts back to school. The internship and the math class. For those not in the know, the math is getting extremely hard and confusing right now.
My husband felt kind of helpless as I sat in the living room blubbering like an idiot. So, emergency call to sponsor. She was not available at the moment but she called right back. We discussed the possibility maybe what I am trying for may not be what it is I am supposed to be doing. The right assignment will come along. I do feel like I am forcing it. So do the footwork and let go of the outcome. Do the next right thing. She did ask what am I doing to take care of myself; my sobriety. Of that I will be more diligent. Called a friend in the program. I get lifted so much.
Start new today.
“Show up, pay attention, speak your truth and have no investment in the outcome”
Unknown
My husband felt kind of helpless as I sat in the living room blubbering like an idiot. So, emergency call to sponsor. She was not available at the moment but she called right back. We discussed the possibility maybe what I am trying for may not be what it is I am supposed to be doing. The right assignment will come along. I do feel like I am forcing it. So do the footwork and let go of the outcome. Do the next right thing. She did ask what am I doing to take care of myself; my sobriety. Of that I will be more diligent. Called a friend in the program. I get lifted so much.
Start new today.
“Show up, pay attention, speak your truth and have no investment in the outcome”
Unknown
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